Holly Madison says she was 'asexual' before Playboy's Hugh Hefner

Playboy bunny Holly Madison claims she was ‘kind of asexualand never had casual sex before meeting Hugh Hefner in new documentary that claims he ‘secretly filmed girls and celebrity guests

  • マディソン, 42, says she had trouble connecting with people as a young woman
  • She moved to Los Angeles to finish college and moved into the Mansion at 21
  • After taking part in Hefner’s ‘bedtime routineof group sex, she asked to move in
  • She said she saw a ‘wholesome atmosphereand craved a sense of community
  • Hefner allegedly offered her a Quaalude, which he called ‘thigh-openers
  • Hefner died in 2017; His soon Cooper has come out against the new docuseries
  • One of Playboy founder Hugh Hefner’s most notorious girlfriends says she never had casual sex and was ‘kind of asexualbefore the first night she slept with the magazine publisher.

    Holly Madison, 42, says her mom even thought she had Aspergers, a high-functioning form of autism, because she had so much trouble ‘connecting with other people.

    The former Girls Next Door star said Hefner offered her a Quaalude, a powerful sedative that has been illegal since 1984, the first night she went out with him and his other girlfriends. He allegedly told her, ‘they used to call these thigh-openers in the ’70s.

    Madison’s revelations were featured in the premiere of Secrets of Playboy, a 10-part docuseries on A&E.

    Hefner died in 2017. His son, Cooper Hefner, has since come out against the documentary, ツイート that the stories are ‘a case study of regret becoming revenge.

    The documentary claims Hefner would allegedly record journalists who visited the mansion so he could have compromising material against them. A former assistant claims he kept a stockpile of Quaaludes and used the amphetamine Dexedrine every day to keep himself alert.

    Holly Madison, 42, became Hefner's 'special one', or main girlfriend, and moved into the Playboy mansion aged 21 に 2000. 上, Madison in the new docuseries Secrets of Playboy

    Holly Madison, 42, became Hefner’s ‘special one’, or main girlfriend, and moved into the Playboy mansion aged 21 に 2000. 上, Madison in the new docuseries Secrets of Playboy

    マディソン, above at 15 に 1995, says she always had trouble connecting with people and that her mom thought she may have Aspergers, a high-functioning form of autism spectrum disorder

    マディソン, above at 15 に 1995, says she always had trouble connecting with people and that her mom thought she may have Aspergers, a high-functioning form of autism spectrum disorder

    Madison's (正しい) 'special relationship' with the magazine publisher was portrayed over the course of 91 episodes on E!'s The Girls Next Door, 写真はキャリーのリビングルームを再現したものです 2005 に 2010

    Madison’s (正しい) ‘special relationshipwith the magazine publisher was portrayed over the course of 91 episodes on E!’s The Girls Next Door, 写真はキャリーのリビングルームを再現したものです 2005 に 2010

    Monday’s premiere began with a statement from Playboy magazine: ‘Today’s Playboy is not Hugh Hefner’s Playboy. We trust and validate these women and their stories and we strongly support those individuals who have come forward to share their experiences.

    Madison studied at Portland State University and moved to Los Angeles to finish her degree in psychology and theater at Loyola Marymount, による [object Window].

    She worked as a waitress at Hooters and a model until she was invited to a party at the Playboy Mansion by Hefner’s physician.

    According to Madison’s 2015 本, Down the Rabbit Hole, she asked to move into the mansion after her first night sleeping with Hefner and other women as part of his ‘bedtime routine.’ 彼女はそうだった 21 年.

    Madison starred in the E! show The Girls Next Door alongside Hefner’s other main girlfriends at the time, Kendra Wilkinson and Bridget Marquardt. The show ran for 91 episodes from 2005 に 2010.

    Part of the show’s storyline was the special relationship between Madison and Hefner, with Madison hinting at marriage many times.

    Marquardt, who was a bridesmaid at Madison’s 2013 結婚式, has corroborated some of Madison’s claims. Wilkinson did not agree to participate in the documentary and has previously stood by Hefner, 同社は、新しいタイプの飛散防止ガラスがすぐにリリースされる可能性があると主張している Yahoo Entertainment.

    Madison has since had two children with festival producer Pasquale Rotella. The couple were married in 2013 昨夜のお祝いの木の飾りの投稿を共有する 2019.

    ‘I think I was drawn to try and be in the spotlight because I felt like if I could be famous, that would be a shortcut to feeling a connection with people,’ Madison said in Secrets of Playboy.

    The new A&E docuseries lifts the lid on the 'dark underbelly' of the Playboy Mansion and founder Hugh Hefner, で死んだ人 2017 年齢で 91

    The new A&E docuseries lifts the lid on the ‘dark underbellyof the Playboy Mansion and founder Hugh Hefner, で死んだ人 2017 年齢で 91

    Hefner's soon Cooper Hefner has come out against the new series, calling it a 'case study of regret becoming revenge'

    Hefner’s soon Cooper Hefner has come out against the new series, calling it a ‘case study of regret becoming revenge

    Madison says she never had casual sex before the first night she did with Hefner. 'I feel like I was kind of really asexual, so maybe I just wasn't ready for that,' she said in the documentary

    Madison says she never had casual sex before the first night she did with Hefner. ‘I feel like I was kind of really asexual, so maybe I just wasn’t ready for that,’ she said in the documentary

    Madison calls Hefner 'manipulative' and described the atmosphere in the Playboy Mansion, 上記, as 'cult-like'

    Madison calls Hefner ‘manipulativeand described the atmosphere in the Playboy Mansion, 上記, as ‘cult-like








    ‘I wasn’t physically attracted to Hef, but I did find him very charming,’ 彼女は付け加えた.

    When she first walked in two decades ago, she says she saw a ‘wholesome atmosphereand craved a sense of community. She ‘was able to buy intoa relationship with Hefner because she ‘never connectedwith guys her own age.

    The first night she slept with him was with a group of other women.

    ‘There was definitely, お気に入り, no romance or seduction or anything like that,’ Madison said of the night.

    She noted that there was pornography playing on the screen.

    ‘The women were surrounding him.

    ‘I never had casual sex with anybody before. I feel like I was kind of really asexual, so maybe I just wasn’t ready for that,’ 彼女が言います.

    ‘It was all very mechanical and robotic and you would kind of follow the other women’s lead. It was really gross to me how Hef didn’t want to use protection. The impact it had on me was so heavy. I never expected to be the first person to have sex that night or to be, お気に入り, pushed into it.

    二人はアッパーイーストサイドの同じアパートにそれぞれの家族と何年も住んでいました, she said that during the bedtime routine, ‘No one was actually in the mood (besides Hef, I assumed) or turned on in the slightest. Like the porn itself, it was all just for show.

    ‘Much to my surprise, my turn was over just as quickly as it started,’ 彼女は付け加えた.

    ‘I have never had a more disconnected experience. There was zero intimacy involved. No kissing, 何もない. It was so brief that I can’t even recall what it felt like beyond having a heavy body on top of mine.

    マディソン, above with Hefner in 2002, says she was disgusted by how Hefner refused to use protection

    マディソン, above with Hefner in 2002, says she was disgusted by how Hefner refused to use protection

    彼ともっと時間を過ごせたらよかったのに。, who launched the first edition of Playboy in 1953, had fashioned himself as a champion of freedom of sexuality and freedom of speech in a repressive post-war era

    彼ともっと時間を過ごせたらよかったのに。, who launched the first edition of Playboy in 1953, had fashioned himself as a champion of freedom of sexuality and freedom of speech in a repressive post-war era

    By the 1970s, Playboy had taken off and Hefner opened up dozens of Playboy clubs where members gained entry using a key. He is seen with an entourage of Playboy Bunnies in 1966

    By the 1970s, Playboy had taken off and Hefner opened up dozens of Playboy clubs where members gained entry using a key. He is seen with an entourage of Playboy Bunnies in 1966

    In the docuseries, Madison called Hefner ‘manipulativeand described the atmosphere in the mansion as ‘cult-like.

    Secrets of Playboy director Alexandra Dean says she wasn’t surprised to hear Madison describe her situation.

    ‘By the time I heard that, I talked to a lot of former playmates who had said something similar. And what I realized about the Playboy women is more often than not, they came from some background where they felt some conflict with their sexuality or their beauty,’ Dean told Yahoo! 式典中、ゲストはカップルの心温まる誓いに感動しました.

    ‘Some of [「すべての話を聞くのは本当に面白かったです] had been in homes where they suffered abuse of some sortor had a form of abuse before they came to Playboy. Or like Holly, had a childhood where they felt some sort of disassociate disorder so that when they came to Playboy they weren’t really equipped to defend themselves.

    She added that she doesn’t necessarily see Madison as a victim.

    ‘I find it’s a very passive word and humans aren’t generally passive or active. We’re a mix, 正しい? And I think Holly is like the rest of us, a mix,’ 彼女は言いました.

    ‘I think Holly has a lot of agency in her life and she will be the first person to own that. But do I think that Playboy exploited her? うん, 私がやります. Even though she definitely walked in, ええと, in many ways with her eyes open, it’s still possible to exploit somebody in that situation.

    The new series delves into the hidden truths behind Playboy with exclusive interviews with insiders, including ex-girlfriend Sondra Theodore and former ‘Bunny MotherPJ Masten.

    彼女の子供たちと一緒にターゲットでイヴァンカトランプの店, 今 65, tells how she 'watched girl after girl show up, fresh faced, adorable and their beauty just washed away' due to the toxic environment at Playboy

    彼女の子供たちと一緒にターゲットでイヴァンカトランプの店, 今 65, tells how she ‘watched girl after girl show up, fresh faced, adorable and their beauty just washed awaydue to the toxic environment at Playboy

    Hefner pitted his girlfriends against each other and the plastic surgery was 'compulsive' as they tried to keep up with each other, Madison said

    Hefner pitted his girlfriends against each other and the plastic surgery was ‘compulsiveas they tried to keep up with each other, Madison said

    彼女の子供たちと一緒にターゲットでイヴァンカトランプの店, 今 65, reveals how there was group sex at the mansion five nights a week, which ‘broke me like you’d break a horse.The story was first reported exclusively on DailyMail.com.

    Hefner would also host weekly ‘Pig Nightsduring which he would he would bring in a dozen ‘uglyprostitutes to have sex with his friends.

    VIP members of the Playboy nightclubs could do as they pleased, including revered Soul Train host Don Cornelius who allegedly held two Playboy bunnies hostage and raped one of them, according to the docuseries.

    Theodore said that Hefner invited high profile journalists to the Playboy mansion ‘on purposeso he could record them.

    彼女は言いました: ‘They end up doing something they regret and he’s got it on them so down the road if anything’s going to come out negative he said I don’t think so.

    The series also includes interviews with Linda Lovelace, the 1970s porn star who found fame with the film Deep Throat, who says she was treated like a ‘piece of meatand forced to perform oral sex on a German Shepherd while Hefner and his friends watched.

    The documentary is a critical reexamination of the legacy of iconic Playboy publisher, で死んだ人 2017 高齢者 91.

    Hefner was just 27 years old when he launched the first edition of Playboy magazine in 1953.

    Featuring Marilyn Monroe on the cover, the first issue sold more than 50,000 copies and spawned an empire which spanned decades.

    By the 1970s, Playboy was selling seven million copies a month and Hefner opened up dozens of Playboy clubs where members gained entry using a key which literally opened the front door.

    Hefner fashioned himself as a champion of freedom of sexuality and freedom of speech in a repressive post-war era.

    But the backlash began in the 1970s with the feminist movement which decried his objectification of women.

    In recent years Playboy has struggled to stay relevantthe magazine stopped printing physical copies in 2020 – and many former Playmates have spoken out against the culture in the wake of the MeToo movement.

    Former Playboy Bunny Mother PJ Masten speaks of the 'depravity' that took place at Playboy's venues, recalling how porn star Lisa Lovelace was once drugged and forced to perform oral sex on a dog

    Former Playboy Bunny Mother PJ Masten speaks of the ‘depravitythat took place at Playboy’s venues, recalling how porn star Lisa Lovelace was once drugged and forced to perform oral sex on a dog

    The documentary is a critical reexamination of the legacy of iconic Playboy publisher, で死んだ人 2017 高齢者 91

    The documentary is a critical reexamination of the legacy of iconic Playboy publisher, で死んだ人 2017 高齢者 91

    ‘Secrets of Playboyis arguably the most damning portrayal so far and has extensive interviews with many of Hefner’s former close associates and Playboy Bunnies.

    According to Miki Garcia, former director of Playmate promotions: ‘It was cult-like. The women had been groomed and led to believe they were part of this family. 彼 (彼ともっと時間を過ごせたらよかったのに。) really did believe he owned these women.

    ‘We had Playmates that overdosed, that committed suicide’.

    One of the most disturbing accounts comes from Sondra Theodore, a former model and actress who dated Hefner in the late 1970s and 80s.

    私が彼女を痴漢した可能性, 彼ともっと時間を過ごせたらよかったのに。 (左) had a stockpile of Quaaludes, the powerful sedative which Bill Cosby's (正しい) accusers claimed he drugged them with, which he referred to as 'leg spreaders'

    私が彼女を痴漢した可能性, 彼ともっと時間を過ごせたらよかったのに。 (左) had a stockpile of Quaaludes, the powerful sedative which Bill Cosby’s (正しい) accusers claimed he drugged them with, which he referred to as ‘leg spreaders

    She described how his sexual demands turned nasty and admits he ‘scared me at the endyou couldn’t satisfy him. He wanted more and more and more.

    ‘The group sex was at least five nights a week. They had a protocol. He liked to direct and you didn’t segue away from it because you could tell it irritated him,’ 彼女は付け加えた.

    Theodore said Hefner was a prolific drug user, sending her out to buy cocaine numerous times, and the sex ‘broke me like you’d break a horse’.

    ‘It just got ugly, I felt like I was a ringmaster, I had to put on the same show on every night,’ 彼女は言いました.

    ‘It was the same script: “welcome to the family, we’re embracing you.It was all a lie.

    ‘I watched girl after girl show up, fresh faced, adorable and their beauty just washed away. We were nothing to him…

    ‘…he was like a vampire. He sucked the life out of these girls for decades’.

    Lisa Loving Barrett, Hefner’s executive assistant during the late 1970s and 80s, said that Hefner had a stockpile of Quaaludes, the powerful sedative which Bill Cosby’s accusers claimed he drugged them with.

    Barrett said that at the Playboy mansion the drug was known as the ‘leg spreadersand that they were regarded as a ‘necessary evilbecause they made women do anything.

    Hefner would have his own prescription, as would Barrett and others who worked at the mansion and Hefner would collect them all and keep them all in a drawer in his bedroom, ready to give to women who he brought there.

    Barrett claimed that Hefner would take small amounts of the amphetamine Dexedrine every day to keep himself alert.